Recently I posted this on Facebook:
"Sometimes you have to go against reason... go against your endless needs, against what you think is best... against your biggest fears. Just go with what your deepest guts tell you and things will happen you couldn't have imagined in your wildest dreams."
It seems I have to take my own advice now and listen to my guts. Things are not easy in Cádiz. I'm not in a good place right now. I won't go into detail, but I'll share that the living circumstances are taking up a lot of my energy - too much of it! There are a lot of good things about being here and that makes it hard. But my body has been acting up. It's been trying to tell me things and now it's time to listen to it. It's too bad because Cádiz is beautiful and I'd love to stay. But I can't right now.
I have decided to not continue exposing myself to bad vibes anymore and to leave Cádiz the day after tomorrow. I'm going to Granada! I've signed up for horse riding classes next week, yay! It's crazy but I'm very excited.
I left Granada over 7 years ago. It's time to go back. :)
This sounds like an excellent decision! And congratulations for listening to your body and your heart! un abrazo muy fuerte!
ReplyDeleteSounds difficult, but wise... Have fun horse riding! ;-) x Mirjam
ReplyDeleteI lived in 4 different places during my year and each time was hard but necessary. Where you live has got to feel good. Hugs from California.
ReplyDeleteSuis contente de ta décision. A toi de sentir ce qui te fait du bien. A part ça mon ordi devient trop vieux et plante tout le temps, je n'arrive plus à écrire des émails. J’espère que celui passera. T'embrasse tout fort.
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